Very Confused

I have written a post every single week and hit publish. From my laptop, not my phone. And they are no where to be seen... Not in my drafts, not copied down anywhere either. They are just gone... I'm actually really upset about this. I know it's not something huge or terrible but it means something to me. Usually when my posts don't get uploaded, it's my fault. This time, I have no idea what happened. I saw them on my list, saw them published, and now they're gone. Even the end of September post! I feel bad but I know it's not that big of deal. I just want to be more consistent, for my own sake. I will make another post next week also. This one is from my phone. I also emailed support l, just to make sure it wasn't something I did and could be fixed. I'm still so new to this and I've been blogging for years lol I have a bunch of photos to post and plan on taking so much more! Especially the ones from my Fall photo list. I will sign off for now and hopefully this stays posted.
Ttfn -Kayla