Need To Kick It Into Gear!!

I need someone to kick my butt into gear. I never seem to be able to follow a plan I put into place when I do things by myself. I know... Lousy excuse! And it is. I make up all these excuses in my head and then just never do anything. Especially when it comes to physical things lately. Such as, working out and dishes. I hate both and I used to love working out and going outside. Dishes never really bothered and I LOVE cooking and baking but haven't in a long time. I just don't crave to do it anymore... And now that's slipping into others things in my life. Like photography and raising my daughter :(
Simple little things, I just don't want to do anymore. She loves going to the park and just being outside and I don't feel like taking her anymore. I feel like a crappy mother and tell her and my husband that things will change, but they don't.
So I need a kick in the butt that will last. I used to walk all over the place with my cousin and I loved it. I love walking but don't like to by myself... Even with a stroller and baby in tow. I don't know if that makes me pathetic or what. I just like company and talking to someone! And I don't like working out in front of someone! I know, I'm weird!
I just had to rant and get that out there! I joined Tone It Up awhile ago and forgot to sign up lol so now I have a profile and a plan. I'm hoping to keep this going and keep in my head that its all going to be worth it! I'll put my profile link below!
Thanks for listening and I'll be more upbeat next time! :)
-Kayla
http://community.toneitup.com/profile/CutrightKayla